My head is all over the place.
These have been the most stressful 3 weeks of my life and all I want to do is get away, but I have no time.
There are better things on the horizon. I just have to get there.
The closer it gets the more heartbroken I feel that it isn’t right this second.
All I want right now is a phone call about nothing with someone I love. A pointless conversation that isn’t really pointless because all you actually want to do is be near them. And if I’m being truthful, I don’t want the conversation to be pointless at all. I want to have a truly deep honest conversation about thoughts and feelings and wishes and aspirations and fears. Because right now I love my friends and I love my family, but I feel like if you don’t have a conversation like this every now and again with someone then you can’t truly know them. So I feel like they don’t really know me. Then again, do I really know me?